I want to live! I want to be a positive influence to those around me! I want to be the ONE who has walked through a fire so many struggle to walk through! Most of all....I want to be HAPPY!
Throughout this past week, I've experienced so many thoughts and feelings about myself. I can actually say, for the FIRST time in my life, I have gained self respect and I care about me!
Silly? NO. Absolutely not! Did I gain this self respect just by breaking free of the little white cube known as sugar? YES! YES! and YES!!! I finally have control of what goes in my body! Still a struggle...of course it is. That's why this is such a big 'dill'!
If you were to ask me if I would feel this way when I started this journey, I would not have had an answer for you because I had no idea what this journey would bring. It's been fascinating to say the least!
I feel lighter as my muscles and bones feel stronger. Not so weighed down by all the crap I was consuming every dang day. (I'll post about what healthy additions I've put into my diet to help with the de-toxing later)
On the days where I have setbacks, I turn to my belief system. I pray for strength and guidance to make the right choices to help me continue on this journey until it leads me to where I need to be. How long will this take? No idea. There in lies the beauty! The scary unknown. (which I seem to be embracing for some reason)
Over all......not only am I a big flippin' dill, this whole journey is a big flippin' dill!
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